What I want my writing to be like.

That is, I want it to be immediately dark and powerful but also somehow sweet and you don’t quite know what’s happening but you want to know more.

What I think my writing is actually like.

That is, really slow building, interesting but also maybe a little treacly sweet at first and you basically have to get all the way to the end to find out how totally messed up it is.  Though to be honest, I don’t think my writing is as luminous and beautiful as this video cause that might be ok then.